Thursday, January 20, 2011

fury

There is so much rage inside of me that I want it to reach everything and everyone that has ever contributed to this hurricane inside of me and tear them to pieces.

I want to die I want to die I want to die

I was wondering the other night about if I did actually succeed in killing myself , who would turn up?

Why am I here.

I feel empty & hopeless & pointless & so restless.

I want to do something but I am shaking so much & I'm such a fuck up & I keep thinking about how much I want to end all of this

I need to learn guitar or drums or just become a proper punk because I am so mad that I want to destroy the entire world.

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