small somethings

[S L G] 11:36pm
I'll come find you if you need.
Tell me about how you fee lost?
[You] 11:37pm
so much has happened in the past fortnight
[S L G] 11:37pm
No.
[You] 11:37pm
I can hardle process it
[S L G] 11:37pm
Don't change the subject. Tell me about hwo you are.
Please.
[You] 11:38pm
I can't process my emotions
I feel like I've been hit by avalanche after avalanche
[S L G] 11:38pm
Numbness?
Confusion?
[You] 11:39pm
and now I am buried so deep that I can't even conceive what "the surface" could be
so overwhelmed that I can't breathe
probably numb
[S L G] 11:40pm
It's all building up on you.
And burying you so deep you never can dig to sunlight.
I'ts going to be amazing, kate.
[You] 11:42pm
when I get out of everything?
[S L G] 11:42pm
Kate. You are so strong and beautiful. I
really belive
that you
will be all the best things in life.
And you will be better off after dealing through all this shit
I know its hard to believe
(christ I know it bettter tha most people)
but you are a beautiful bright light that won't be extinguised no matter how low you burn .
[You] 11:45pm
:)
you are amazing
[S L G] 11:46pm
No I
[You] 11:46pm
and I hope you see that someday
[S L G] 11:47pm
I'm drunk. An I only speak the truth when I am drunk
[You] 11:49pm
oh me too

[You] 11:45pm
I feel like a tecup
*teacup
[Sleepy Ted] 11:45pm
in what way?
[You] 11:46pm
I don't know
but you know
how sometimes the handles can be so dainty
that you're scared that they'll snap off
and the china is so thin
that you're afraid it will be chipped?
[Sleepy Ted] 11:47pm
yeah, i can understand that/
and you are the teacup, with the fragile handle
[You] 11:48pm
and all of the hot terrible delectable but agonising information held inside me
and it burns me from the inside out
[Sleepy Ted] 11:49pm
And your cup is overflowing...
[You] 11:50pm
and making an enormous mess
[Sleepy Ted] 11:51pm
So you either have to tipp the cup out, or drink it down
And i don't like to waste good tea :)