and I still believe that I cannot be saved

the world is a vampire, sent to drain

secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
and what do I get, for my pain
betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
even though I know-I suppose I'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

now I'm naked, nothing but an animal
but can you fake it, for just one more show
and what do you want, I want change
and what have you got
when you feel the same
even though I know-I suppose I'll show
all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

tell me I'm the only one
tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son yeah
tell me I'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you

despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
someone will say what is lost can never be saved
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a
despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

tell me I'm the only one
tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son for you

and I still believe that I cannot be saved
and I still believe that I cannot be saved
and I still believe that I cannot be saved
and I still believe that I cannot be saved

today was a British Indie day.

want this on ankle.

YES

GET THE FUCK OUT KANYE WEST

NO-ONE LIKES YOU

but I really do enjoy this song & the fantastic "Almost Famous" homage that is the videoclip.

THIS HOWEVER

IS THE MOST AMAZING COMBINATION OF MUSICAL TALENTS IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD

HAS NOT BEEN AS AWESOME AS THIS SINCE DAVID BOWIE + PLACEBO
AND THEY WERE FUCKING GOOD.

Bring me winter & cigarettes in cemeteries & stockings & hair in plaits.

don't you shiver?

this song is not for you lovers.

Fuck you Valentines Day. And I don't mean in a way that you would enjoy.
+ in celebration of everything that is not being celebrated:

wuthering heights/woodford

"You teach me how cruel you've been - cruel and false. Why do you despise me? Why did you betray your own heart, Cathy? I have not one word of comfort. You deserve this. You have killed yourself. Yes, you may kiss me, and cry, and wring out my kisses and tears; they'll blight you - they'll damn you. You loved me- then what right had you to leave me? What right- answer me- for the poor fancy you felt for Linton? Because misery, and degradation and death, and nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have parted us, you, of your own will, did it.

I have not broken your heart- you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine."

- Heathcliff to Cathy

epic

gameboy. now. please.

rhetoric

Fear and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over.

notokay

(un)happy halloween with music videos

Translation

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

eating

deeeeeez

+ Chiddy!

Liam Gallagher on U2

“I have never seen a U2 fan, not ever. I have never seen anyone with a U2 shirt or been around someone’s house that has a U2 record.

I mean, where do their fans come from? Where are they? I reckon they buy them.

With all the money they’ve made, they just bought a load of people and every time they do a gig they get a big old shovel and pile them into their gigs to make them look good.”

Sobriety is sexy, healthy is hot.

If Daniel Johns can do it, why can't I?
(...because I'm not Daniel Johns.)

Dear Bloc Party,

I completely understand and respect "Silent Alarm Remixed",

namely for the Whitey Remix of "Helicopter",

but to massacre the most artistically and lyrically profound (honestly, BEST) track on "Intimacy"?

That sort of shit is just unforgivable.

Don't let stupid fuckers fuck up your fucking music or I'll fucking hunt them down myself and fuck them up.

Love,

K.

Running Up That Hill

If I only could, be running up that hill

as opposed to crawling.

I need help. I don't know how to get out.

I'm so glad that things are too good for you to drag me back down.

When I was in hospital, this was the only song loud and erratic enough to drown out the sound of the alarms. Both those that were real and the ringing inside my own head.

"I don't like this song. Honestly, it just sounds like a girl screaming to me."
So you turned the music off.
I don't like being psycho-analysed before I am sexually assaulted.
I wish I could have turned you off.

Modern music ain't all bad.

Gaga for Gaga.

I truly adore her. She reminds me of Madonna, but with a better voice, a better wardrobe and more talent.
I will interview her one day.